White Rabbit! 🙂
So here’s another interesting day or rather I guess “interesting” in quotes is probably better. I’ve had a lot of days in recent memory that have been serving to help me grow and I am actually experiencing “growing pains” per se.
A week ago I experienced a situation that parallels my experience with calling emergency responders to our house for Daddy on that ill-fated day (May 9, 2007). I actually found myself slightly calmer than I was on that day and didn’t feel quite so nervous either. Last week I also admitted I was ready for more challenges and I am a leader! I “graduated” into Leadership 301.
A few days ago, I dreamt Mom, Steven, and I were going somewhere and I was driving! A very symbolic dream; pardon me while I digress for just a moment. I actually feel I was gifted with translating dreams, so in essence this dream meant that I am finally a leader again! I am taking charge of my life and leading again just as I feel I’m meant to. 🙂 On the subject of dreams, I just dreamt this morning where I was actually leading Mom, Steven, and my uncle Jim out of a grocery store/supermarket down a street. The sad part of this dream, though, is that I turned to make sure they were following me and no one was around. I then found myself singing a song I think of as one of my theme songs, Boulevard of Broken Dreams. After that I woke up and it was time to go to work.
I’ve been thinking about leadership and my dreams all day. I also ended up thinking about Daddy today, too — I don’t really know why either.
Well, I guess then I’ll try to write more in a couple of days. Maybe things will finally make sense then and even if they don’t maybe I’ll be a little less melodramatic.
Love and prayers, as always! ❤