There Is No Room for Anger, Hatred, Confusion: Only Love!

I started early this morning, technically late last night, feeling negative (i.e., anger, hatred, and confusion). Without going into the details of what made me feel this way, I’ll just say I made my way through my day still feeling quite negative and it wasn’t until just about 15 or 30 minutes ago (roughly 5:30 pm CDT, nearly 24 hours after all this started) that I just broke down and explained to someone why I was so on edge today. After doing that a great amount of peace overcame me and I now just want to collapse and cry — not necessarily cry out of sadness, but because of how stupid I was! There is no room for anger, hatred, or confusion: only love!

Love for my neighbor and fellow travelers on this road. I was blinded by sin and Satan’s desire to make me hate and feel turned away from whom I thought I could never love (not romantic love, but love and respect for this person) again. This person deserves my respect and admiration; (s)he has held more leadership roles than I and definitely deserves every bit of the admiration and respect I will give him/her from this day forward.

I was stupid! I misinterpreted what should have just been a simple statement and blew it way out of proportion; I have no idea why I did or acted the way I did, but now I can’t wait to see them again and their smile. They aren’t mad at me nor I them; I was so stupid and what good does it do to bring up the past when that’s just what it is? The past! As I read in my devotional today: “…what is old has passed away. Behold, all things have been made new” (2 Corinthians 5:17).

Love will come from all my anger, hatred, and confusion. I will make a new relationship and a better one than ever before. Thanks again, Thayne, for giving me this new tool! It’s been more helpful than I thought it would and in such a short time! 😀

Love and prayers, as always! ❤

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About Christy

I enjoy: my family, my faith life, photography, drawing; writing, working on cars, basketball, football, and baseball. These are just a few of the many things I like...you'll just have to read my blog to know me better to know more of them. Other things you may not catch on that I enjoy are: cats, angels, ballroom dancing, Christian music, camping (being one with nature and all of God's creations), traveling, cherry and apple blossoms, and the colors blue (in all shades), white, black, dark purple, and SOME shades of pink. (Rainbows are cool, too. And I'm NOT a lesbian! Although, I'm friends with some gays and lesbians as well as a few transgenders.) I am Roman Catholic. I graduated from Johnson County Community College, where I majored in Animation in hopes of fulfilling my dreams of being a computer generated animation movie maker. I also have a degree in Corporate Communication from Avila University. I'm currently employed at Nestle Toll House/Haagen-Dazs (at Oak Park Mall in Overland Park), I own my own business -- C & S Productions, L.L.C. (check it out at http://www.csproductionsllc.com), and am single. My favorite time of year is Winter and the Christmas season! It's just so...well, I can't put it into words. ^_^ Lastly, I am 36 years young!
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