The CD in my radio that is playing right now is called just that: Relax. That is exactly what I’m trying to do. Just about 45 minutes ago a car nearly collided with me in the Wal*Mart parking lot. I couldn’t see him at all until I was nearly on top of him because the sun was glaring in my eyes. I’m certain he could see me just fine as the sunlight was on his right and I was on his left, but the sunlight was directly in front of me.
My chest is still sore and I’m still quite angry at the driver. I’m trying to relax I really am. Also on top of all this he sped off blowing a whole bunch of cigarette smoke out his window and tearing off down the road the same way I wanted to go. I decided after that incident to go the long way home.
By going the long way home, Mom and I started talking about other things, but I was still worked up and snapped at her about part of our conversation. I truly did not mean to be angry at her. It was a simple question and yet because of that driver I snapped at her.
Now that I’ve been resting for a while, doing some 3D modeling, and writing about all of this, I’m starting to feel better. I just don’t understand how someone can be so inconsiderate of others. 😥 It doesn’t make any sense whatsoever!
I was going to get firewood and relax by the fireplace tonight, but after all this I changed my mind. I was going to wash my hair, but I’m not sure I’m even going to do that either. We’ll see. Anyway, I’m going to finish up my entry and other things for the evening before I decide what else to do tonight.
Love and prayers now and always! ❤