Just Another Day

White Rabbit (for what it’s worth)! I wish I could say that things are looking better, but as we ring in 2016 it’s just another day here at my house. I just finished watching Steven play a video game that he’s lost most of his matches with and feeling down; Mom doesn’t understand and therefore calls herself inadequate in not so many words. I’m here on my laptop in my bedroom again trying to make sense of it all and wishing I could tell you that this year is going to be better.

I managed to accomplish more than I thought I would. I renamed our company (now it’s C & S Productions, LLC), procured a new website/domain name, updated Twitter and Facebook, and started working on business cards.

I’m in tears as I write this; Steven is feeling very down. He feels that everyone thinks he isn’t adequate for anything. I try to tell him he’s worth something to me. I can’t take this! This is why I blog; I try to write my emotions down and hope people will either take pity on me or pray for me and my family. At the very least I pray that people will know they aren’t alone in their struggles.

It’s not easy being the leader of a household where only two people want to be team players and the other is too selfish to realize that they’re only causing trouble. I wasn’t supposed to be a leader. I was supposed to assist in leading, but I wasn’t supposed to be the sole leader. That all changed when Daddy ended up in the hospital and eventually passed on to Heaven.

I’m not prepared in the slightest for this year or anytime that lies beyond today. I just want help; I just want someone to guide me and show me that everything is going to be alright.


About Christy

I enjoy: my family, my faith life, photography, drawing; writing, working on cars, basketball, football, and baseball. These are just a few of the many things I like...you'll just have to read my blog to know me better to know more of them. Other things you may not catch on that I enjoy are: cats, angels, ballroom dancing, Christian music, camping (being one with nature and all of God's creations), traveling, cherry and apple blossoms, and the colors blue (in all shades), white, black, dark purple, and SOME shades of pink. (Rainbows are cool, too. And I'm NOT a lesbian! Although, I'm friends with some gays and lesbians as well as a few transgenders.) I am Roman Catholic. I graduated from Johnson County Community College, where I majored in Animation in hopes of fulfilling my dreams of being a computer generated animation movie maker. I also have a degree in Corporate Communication from Avila University. I'm currently employed at Nestle Toll House/Haagen-Dazs (at Oak Park Mall in Overland Park), I own my own business -- C & S Productions, L.L.C. (check it out at http://www.csproductionsllc.com), and am single. My favorite time of year is Winter and the Christmas season! It's just so...well, I can't put it into words. ^_^ Lastly, I am 36 years young!
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