Butterfly Kisses for (from?) Daddy?!

Surprisingly this song has been stuck in my head for the past two or three days now. I’m not sure why either. At any rate, I’m sure Daddy’s trying to give me a message. I also know that I’m doing my absolute best to be the leader he would have been proud of if he were still here today.

This entry is getting harder and harder to write. Not because it’s late and I’m tired (but it’s true it is getting late and I’m sleepy), but possibly because I’m trying hard to see through these tears that are forming in my eyes as I type and it’s dark in here (I’m typing only be the light of my laptop screen and keyboard).

These past few weeks have been challenging on me. For some reason I’ve been feeling a tug at my heart as I work and as I help around the house. I feel it has something to do with Daddy. I guess it’s no surprise as his and Mom’s anniversary would have been this Thursday. Thursday is also my confirmation saint’s feast day. I’ll write more later this if I feel like it.

Lastly, before I sign off for the night, it’s been hard to be me again; guess I just have to try to be the leader Daddy would have been proud of and sometimes being a leader is hard. How do you do this? I’m still learning, but I think I’m doing better.

Love and prayers!

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About Christy

I enjoy: my family, my faith life, photography, drawing; writing, working on cars, basketball, football, and baseball. These are just a few of the many things I like...you'll just have to read my blog to know me better to know more of them. Other things you may not catch on that I enjoy are: cats, angels, ballroom dancing, Christian music, camping (being one with nature and all of God's creations), traveling, cherry and apple blossoms, and the colors blue (in all shades), white, black, dark purple, and SOME shades of pink. (Rainbows are cool, too. And I'm NOT a lesbian! Although, I'm friends with some gays and lesbians as well as a few transgenders.) I am Roman Catholic. I graduated from Johnson County Community College, where I majored in Animation in hopes of fulfilling my dreams of being a computer generated animation movie maker. I also have a degree in Corporate Communication from Avila University. I'm currently employed at Nestle Toll House/Haagen-Dazs (at Oak Park Mall in Overland Park), I own my own business -- C & S Productions, L.L.C. (check it out at http://www.csproductionsllc.com), and am single. My favorite time of year is Winter and the Christmas season! It's just so...well, I can't put it into words. ^_^ Lastly, I am 36 years young!
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