Today has been a rough day. A lot went on that I’d rather not discuss. Most of what happened dealt with health insurance and my pharmacy; other things were personal matters, e.g., drama at home and drama at work (no, I didn’t work today, but I got a text message about things going on at work and told about other things). I’m quite hurt today. I’ve needed a lot of support today and each time I received support, encouragement, and recharging differently.
First, I decided to listen to one of my presets on Live 365. I listen to a lot of new age music on there; in fact I guess you could say that is one of my favorite genres if I’m forced to pick on. The next way I felt better was by playing on my WiiU — specifically Rayman Legends. Lastly, I watched some funny videos with Steven tonight. Now, all I can say is I hope that nothing was/is brought up while I’m in here typing and Steven and Mom are reading magazines or books together before bed in another room.
Oh well, I’m hopeful tomorrow will be better. It has to be! For starters I have a 3D print that is ready for delivery and payment tomorrow. For another, every new day means a new start — a way to make things better and start over again.
Emotions are high, stress is becoming unbearable, and it’s becoming harder and harder to be strong for everyone else. I’m not trying to be a burden to anyone. I really just want some time to myself and sort things out at my own pace — if I can. If you’re the praying type, pray for me. If not send some positive vibes this way, because I sure could use some right about now.
Alleluia! Jesus is risen! Alleluia! He is risen indeed!