Oh, I was so angry today! Too many things were said that shouldn’t have been. Too many things were done that shouldn’t have been. Too many things were acted inappropriately today. Too angry. Too sad. Can this really be my blessing today? Well, I guess it can be. Let me explain. I suppose if we were always happy or always saying what we meant, etc. we wouldn’t know what it meant to be angry and if we were always angry how could we know what joy would feel like? Being angry makes us appreciate the times when we are happy and joyful.
I am happy to report that I did not act upon my anger. I didn’t take it out on anyone, but it made me feel miserable and wanting to do lots of things that I shouldn’t want to do. I did come to a realization that maybe this year, after I get my bedroom cleaned completely, I should really get myself a punching bag and gloves. Apparently, that will help me to release my adrenaline. Today, I felt better after slamming a couple of doors and lids (trash can lids mind you). I also was feeling better after I walked around a bit. So I guess I need to make things better by releasing that anger by channeling it through exercising or movement of some sort.
On a side note, I did try the breakfast burritos today. They were okay. I wouldn’t say they taste like breakfast burritos from McDonald’s by any means, but I’m getting closer to perfecting this recipe. 🙂 I didn’t think I would even try them as last night my blood sugar/glucose was 189. 😥
Oh well, we live and learn. Then we improve. 🙂 I’m ready to make things work for the better, whether that be in controlling our anger or learning what to and how much.
God, bless every one of us!