I looked at my blood sugar count last night and that’s when I realized how close my new countdown is to becoming a reality. On February 7, 2012, I will be going back to an endocrinologist. I haven’t been to one in almost a year. It will be one year tomorrow since I saw one; it was my choice whether I wanted to see an endocrinologist that would be taking my then-present doctor’s place or to just see my primary care physician. I said, I would just see my primary care physician. About two months ago I decided I didn’t want to see my primary care physician mainly because he’s the one who told me to go see an endocrinologist. Secondly, I just don’t trust him to treat me. I’m actually thinking of switching primary care physicians, but that’s a ways away now.
I guess you might say that even though I was at first dreading this, now I’m beginning to look forward to it. Maybe, finally, I’ll actually get my blood sugar back in check and some weight loss, too. I am hoping that the new endocrinologist will be understanding and helpful to me.
I guess I’m just looking forward, for once, to this countdown ending and hopefully things will all work out for the better.
Do you ever countdown to your doctor appointments? I hope God can help me out and keep me happy and healthy until then.